I'm a little lost for words today. I don't even know where to begin. I don't want to post anything cute or pretty, because I'm just not feeling it. Life is really hard right now. My wife loves me and were healthy, but that's all we have right now. I'm surprised my internet is still on for me to type this post. Thank you economy for failing me....and the job market being so horrible. I have been trying to stay positive for the last year, but now the bills are screaming at us, the cars are breaking down and with my wife injured and myself just laid off, we have zero income. This is where things get scary...especially when our family is so far away.